Drowning my sorrows.


Wednesday, December 15, 2010 // 6:23 AM. ▲▲▲
everyday oso my life so fuck up ,
feelinq very bad ...
my bad temper is qoinq hiqher and
hiqher to my friends .
mayb ii hav nobody to trust and
tt is why ii am v anqry and sad . )':
ii wanna forqet ,
but ii just can't forqet ...

what ii mean was about lies .

why do ppl around me keeps on lyinq to me ?
ii hate dhis feelinqs .
if one day never lie will die one meh ? tsk ...
dont come and tell me sorry after ii felt betray in ur trust .
it makes me quilty of havinq a friend lik you .
first of all , tell me what did ii lied to you and you return me a lie ?
oh not trustinq me , dhen why wanna be my friend ?
shuddup and qo , ii dont care .

nowdays ii'm just actinq anqry but ii'm sadddd ....
ii feel that there is somethinq missinq in myself ,
it makes me feels uncontrollable .
nevermind ii hav to control evry of the stupid trust .
ii just hav to forqet the lies .

byebye ..