Drowning my sorrows.


Friday, December 10, 2010 // 8:50 AM. ▲▲▲
when ii heard tt news , looks lik my soul fly aways ~ my heart strted to bleed and lik a blade cuttinq thru at it . my mind tells me to control and listen to what it says so ii've tried my very own best not to feel those feelinqs and it came as a result , there's no tears .

ii promised my tears tt ii wont waste them
cos ii love them more dhen him .


ii knoe ii'm selfish .

ii knoe ii only care abt my own tears but why must ii care for a person lik you .

why am ii strtinq to reqret of lovinq you ?
it mades me waste my time and tears .


do you knoe how much ii've putt all the effort just for you ? and in the end it's hurtful dhen what ii thot . you've asked too much for it ... thanks , you dont deserve me and ii lik it alot .


thats it , you lik it , your life , you face it .

farewell , loves . (':
the love is fadinq away~

Jln x kemana yawh kemana ...
bcos we hav no fate to be tqt ..
and ii hate youus .