Drowning my sorrows.


Saturday, December 18, 2010 // 7:56 AM. ▲▲▲

The word trust is not for a person to betray BUT to keep up the trust .

Just wanna say some thinqs . He/she said tt they trust me but why do they have to keep thinqs from me ? They dont even show me that they really TRUST me . So ii askinq one question ' how do they want me to trust them when they dont trust me ? ' Dont be an iidiot backstabber or some noob liars larh . Now ii felt like the whole world didnt trust me even if they say tt they trust me .. ii think that ii just have to forqet about all dhis thinqs and cont doinq what is riqht and what is wronq for me . ii'll never knoe when ii never try . Let's move on to the next chapter which ii wanna share . :D

Do you knoe that when the feelinqs of love has qone , it's easy to forqet the person ?

Which means , it's not easy to forqet a person when you're still lovinq the person . So when the love is qone , it's easy for you to forqet the person . I wanna share some thinqs with you bloqqie even tho if there is no one readinq dhis . Did you tried dhis bfore when you're so in love with the person you're actually blind ... Which means , you just fell in love with ther person blindly . Now ii finally understand just a part of love and that is Love is blind . I hope ii will learn more about love as ii qrowinq up . Hmm , mayb ii wanna learn about love defination next . (': Can anyone tell me what it is ? Hahas , ii will be happy . Okayh jiayou to me , ii'm tryinq to fiqure out what is exactly crush , admire and true love . (':

You're clever but just a lil. stupid lil. boy .
All the evil in me is strtinq bcos of you and can you teachh me how to stop clever lil. boy ? Hahaha , why do you think ii trusted you just bcos of ii love you ? You dont even knoe when ii stops lovinq you and when ii stops trustinq you and you're here tryinq to qain my trust huh ? ii saw that clever lil. boy ! Don't think ii'm dumb just lik some other stupid qirls . Hahaha , yes ii'm stupid to love you bfore and ii reqret it . But too bad , love is blind . So ii can't do anythinq but just have to accept the fate . (': When you told me a word , it's like a treasure hunt key for me to open it up . Hahaha , the word is OBSERVE . How shall ii say now ? Did you thauqht me how to observe people or did you tried to qet my attention ? (': ii just hav to take it as you're tryinq to qet my attention for SOMETHING . (': When you need me , you came to me . When you dont need me , did you care me ? How evil am ii now ? ii think ii hav to stop bfore ppl are qettinq scared . ahaha .